Demeanour-

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2010-07-30T00:14:00.001+08:00

HAHAHHAAHAHAHHAAHHHAHA

290

2010-07-29T00:33:00.001+08:00

what the fuck lah. everything also my fault.

289

2010-07-25T01:36:00.000+08:00

i R bird

288

2010-07-24T15:23:00.003+08:00

zipped ?

yesterday was blissful. i'm in the finals for sb spotlight woohoo! thank you to all my friends who have given me all the support i needed.

and oh, yesterday's skate session was exceptionally special. spent a lot of my time singing with nora & natalie. majorly excited for the sleepover with peishan tmr & the sleepover with the girls next weekend! wooo.

now that everything's been pieced back tgt, i feel more whole.

287

2010-07-18T20:55:00.000+08:00

everybody, come take my hand. we'll walk this world together.

yesterday was great because i went skating with my girls at east coast park. despite all the falls, i swear i've never laughed this hard in awhile. and oh i got an iphone! check out my cover ^^

today was the opposite. it sucked. and i spent the whole evening teary eyed. not good. not good.

286

2010-07-15T19:27:00.003+08:00

all i know is that things seem to be changing. for the better good, i presume.

but holy crap this week has been torturous. and the lesson to take away from it is that guys should never bitch. leave the bitching to the ladies.

i'm on a mission today. to clean my room. and i promise to start blogging more too ^^

285

2010-07-12T19:03:00.001+08:00

rule #1: NEVER lie to a liar.

284

2010-07-09T10:53:00.001+08:00

Xavier Samuel. ♥

The badass Riley from Eclipse. *swoons*

283

2010-07-05T22:05:00.002+08:00

Selynna. said:
why you offlineeeeeeeeee

Michael Learns to CHOI!... says:
*sryy baby
*comp died
*lol
*hahahahahaha

Selynna. says:
*apology NOT accepted.

Michael Learns to CHOI!... says:
*huh baby
*???
*i"M SRYYY
*it just died
*i forgot to charge it
*...
*:(
*
Michael Learns to CHOI!... just sent you a nudge.
*

Selynna. says:
*i DONT accept it

Michael Learns to CHOI!... says:
*WHYY\
*SOO SRY

Selynna. says:
*NOPE

Michael Learns to CHOI!... says:
*really comp died

Selynna. says:
*STILL NOT GOOD ENOUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*HAHHAHAHA
*just kidding la you
*:D

Michael Learns to CHOI!... says:
*huh
*!!!!
*ewwwwwwwwww
*you evil

Selynna. says:
*WHAT EWW

Michael Learns to CHOI!... says:
*:(

Selynna. says:
*HAHAHAHA

Michael Learns to CHOI!... says:
*hahahhaa
*BOOO
*lol
*crazyy babyy
*that's why i love you so much
*(L)

282

2010-07-03T15:39:00.002+08:00

Things to do:

Buy 2 more pairs of jeans
Buy more graphic tees
Dye my hair red
& i'll add more if i think of it.

Caught eclipse yesterday with babymike. Zomg it was orgasmic. GO AND FUCKING WATCH IT.

281

2010-07-01T10:41:00.001+08:00

lets take a picture of today
so that we can live forever.

280

2010-06-29T21:09:00.002+08:00

i love school. do you?

skates tomorrow! to me, i only look forward for wednesdays and fridays. wait no, i look forward to everyday with my michael. ♥

mehhhhhhh time to get things done.

279

2010-06-27T21:19:00.001+08:00

locked. yeah.

278

2010-06-26T10:58:00.004+08:00

hoho, true right? i bet everyone faces it.

anyway, had a great time yesterday. clarke quay with marcus then skates with my girls. wooo i finally landed an ollie. so proud of myself.

i'm intending to add more but that's all for now. want to spray paint the back of it. and there's a nasty hole in my pink vans now D: check out the before and after.

ah well :/

anywhooooooo, BABY'S COMING HOME TOOOOOOOOOOOOODAY :]

277

2010-06-23T11:20:00.005+08:00

did our CIP with many little children yesterday! (with only 3 hours of sleep) i have horrible eyebags now because i only had 10 hours of sleep (which isn't enough to recover from the previous night's 3 hours).

so yeah i'll leave you to the photos! more photos on facebook. feel like doing at least 2 covers today.

cuteness.

i don't like going to sleep sad ):

276

2010-06-21T08:07:00.009+08:00

had an awesome time out at Scape with nora and peishan yesterday. it started off with this flashmob by the ite people which was kinda cool when it started. by the third encore, it was all like eurgh hurry bring on dj inquisitive!

turns not out many people who were there knew him -.- so like 3/4s of the crowd left but who cares we still had a good time, no?

going off to school soon for some project discussion (?) soon. i'm just looking forward to playing with the kids and taking pictures that's all.

bye everyone. i'll leave you the photos.

p/s: go for house party or not?
pp/s: i love hawa

275

2010-06-18T09:50:00.002+08:00

wtf.
No, I've not left my blog to die.

It's just that I've been too busy having fun.

274

2010-06-14T00:25:00.001+08:00

Happy
Anniversary,
Michael. ♥

273

2010-06-10T00:05:00.002+08:00

because i live only when you breathe life into me
today's the last day of MSTs! i'm fucking stoked. i really need the holidays. i feel terrible right now.

i've a flu, fever, sore throat and a sore bum from flying off my skateboard and crashing onto the hard cement floor. ouch.

but oh well, at least michael was there. :D

272

2010-06-06T22:22:00.004+08:00

tomorrow's MST and i think i speak on behalf of everybody that we all can't wait for it to be over.

i'm starting to fall more deeply attached to school.

like how my econs teacher tells us to take a star sticker if we've done our work and i'll take like six of them.
like how my statistics teacher will tell us not to watch battle of the bands auditions and go for his lessons instead.
like how the four of us will plan what and where to eat 2 hours before break time.
like how i'd feel so excited to meet michael after school.
like skating around school.
like leaving school at 10pm.
like having all my friends centralized in one place.
like being alive.

i couldn't ask for more.

271

2010-06-05T09:25:00.003+08:00

hello to all on a very lazy saturday afternoon. never have i had such a good sleep in a long while.

can't wait for the all the tests to be over on thursday!

aside from eating nutella out of the jar, my next latest addiction is tEkToNiK. ahahaha bye all.

p/s: i want to watch nightmare on elm street! heeeeeeeeeeeeee *hinthint*

heart-shaped box.

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2010-06-03T00:04:00.002+08:00

i can't believe i can do a ~~baby~~ ollie! madly proud of myself right now. and my baby peishan got a super cute deck today. love you bitchhh.

i've to go to school in fucking formal wear tomorrow. i hope no one gives me the "why aren't you dropping off at cityhall?" face tomorrow or i swear i'll butcher them.

and thanks michael. for your shoulder, for your ever so comforting hugs and for your love. and the flower's almost as beautiful as your heart. i love you.

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2010-05-30T21:28:00.005+08:00

say hello to my new stickers for my deck, freddie. (yes, i've decided to name freddie after my favourite character from skins). so freddie now has seven stickers! *does victory dance around my room*

bought my very prettyful vans skate shoes too today. and hells yeah it's in pink! *does another victory dance around my room*

ahhh, time to finish writing my song. i've so many uncompleted songs. fuck i've the attention span of a goldfish. turrah everyone.

p/s: after ten years, goodbye tanah merah, heyyyyyyyyyylo tampines! :D but the downside is that my room's no longer pink D:

locked. ♥

268

2010-05-27T00:36:00.001+08:00

Locked Post.

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2010-05-24T20:35:00.006+08:00

warning: picture heavy post.

featuring x-process

as you can very well tell, we're all having a blast in school; from crashing lecture theatres to skipping lessons. that's school for you.

and i'm not trying to sound obnoxious, but it gives me the warm fuzzy feeling to know that people go "eh omg you're selynna!" while giving me the im-so-glad-to-meet-you smile. idk, it just makes me feel oh so fuzzy and it just lights up my day.

but what lights up my day even more is you, michael. til forever.

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2010-05-21T21:41:00.002+08:00

love school. statistics was actually very fun today because i spent half of the time there as a ninja. shut up, don't ask.

i think it's about time i changed my ringtone :/ anywho, tgif.

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2010-05-20T22:45:00.003+08:00

i really really want to go to a freak show. please?

and it's true, tourism students are really very loud. peishan and i crashed mlt12 today and all the accounting students gave us the o.o face when they noticed we wouldn't stop talking.

i'm glad to be in this school, in this course, in this class. and in this with you baby.

264

2010-05-19T00:08:00.005+08:00

nothing beats lying down and watching the stars with you.

i love you, michael.

p/s: a huge ass thank you to my bffaes louisse and freida for creating the page for me! i love you both.
pp/s: all hail avenged sevenfold's new single "nightmare". album's coming out in july! fuck yeah.

263

2010-05-17T22:38:00.007+08:00

it's like we should get away.
away to a place where it's only you, me and beautiful scenery.

it's alright to spend til 8pm in school doing projects when you're with your favourite person. :]

262

2010-05-16T22:20:00.005+08:00

today felt interminable. from the 2 hour nap, the high fever and the sore throat, my day still somewhat feels complete.

because no one's amazing like you are. see you tomorrow. :)

261

2010-05-15T13:02:00.003+08:00

locked.

now the rest of the world awaits me.

260

2010-05-15T01:09:00.001+08:00

so i have 3 uncompleted songs. i gotta stop being so fickle.

259

2010-05-13T15:28:00.004+08:00

now i have to care for two things , your heart and mine . :)

258

2010-05-11T08:18:00.001+08:00

what the fuck, it sucks to go to bed with a heavy heart. and what's worse is when you wake up, the same shit starts all over again. i'm done here. i'm done with all of this.

257

2010-05-10T23:19:00.006+08:00

First and foremost, a well deserved CONGRATULATIONS to Chelsea for emerging as champions this season. A stellar 8-0 win against Wigan! It's alright if Liverpool is seventh anyway ;)

Back to the real thing, got home from Skates Camp yesterday! It's hard to summarize everything in a post, but I'll try to do my best.

From swimming at 3am, scary as hell night walks and heart to heart talks, I conclude that Skates Camp was the most fun camp I've ever attended in my life.

Check out my pretty purple deck. Wait, what? NO PINK??? Nope. I thought purple would be slightly more unique. Heh.

& Thanks for the afternoon, Michael! :D

Alright it's almost midnight. So before I go,

Happy 17th birthday to my dearest classmate Marcus! You have been such a great friend even though it's only been a month. You're really trustworthy and reliable :D You deserve to be happy and to have the best birthday ever! So again, happy birthday. And your present awaits you on Wednesday! See you tomorrow morning (:

Off to sleep, biatchesxzx.

256

2010-05-05T20:37:00.001+08:00

fuck yeah pink extensions .

255

2010-05-04T23:50:00.001+08:00

when it's done, there's nothing to say.

254

2010-05-03T21:18:00.007+08:00

School's been a joy. I absolutely love hanging out at Hilltop Haven with my classmates. Heee. So here are the photos we took today. :D

Amir.

Pei Shan and Fion.

Marcus.

Joyce and Marcus.

Joyce, Marcus, Jennica and Cherilyn.

P/s: I can't believe I'm not complaining that I left school at 630pm today. :D

253

2010-05-01T15:43:00.001+08:00

Watch watch watch ! :D

252

2010-04-29T22:38:00.002+08:00

You've just got to love school and everything else that happens in between .

251

2010-04-28T21:14:00.001+08:00

When crying is the only option, you go for it .

250

2010-04-26T21:44:00.002+08:00

Rearrange the pieces, like it's all we know.
Words can't describe my craving for salty fries and coke.

249

2010-04-25T23:05:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I think I'm just staying alive because I love my mother.

Other than that, I give up on everything else.

248

2010-04-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hawa and I just discovered something funny spelt backwards. I feel like a total douche. HAHA.

And on the other hand, I think I'm in love with Stewie from Family Guy. Gosh.

247

2010-04-23T20:45:00.001+08:00

When you do something to take your mind off of everything else.

246

2010-04-22T20:07:00.001+08:00

Pretty pretty nails thanks to my own imagination! :D

245

2010-04-21T23:08:00.006+08:00

School has been very endearing! I could live with travelling forty minutes on the train to SP everyday to meet the PGGs. ♥

On a side note, I want to share a very hilarious incident that happened on the MRT today. Not discriminating the ITE as I have many awesome friends from ITEs all over Singapore, but JUST THESE TWO IDIOTIC GIRLS IN PARTICULAR.

They came running in the train just when the train doors were about to close. And I think to save themselves from embarrassment (though what they did was far more embarrassing), they decided to laugh and talk ear-piercingly loud. As if their topic of discussion was of any relevance to the fucking world.

I got so annoyed as they were standing next to me, so I shifted abit. And they began talking even louder. My fucking patience was running fucking thing so I yelled at them to shut the fuck up. I think I did everyone in there a damn favour because everyone was happy that those idiots alighted at the next immediate stop.

It doesn't mean that when you're in ITE you have to be loud, rude and noisy. Come on, we're way more civilized than that. Thank God I pick my friends wisely. I hate stereotypes.

And fuck you if you find this whole post offensive okay. This is my opinion so you can just shut your fucking vaginas.

Other than that, my day was fabulous. ;D

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2010-04-20T22:04:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile.

Everything's so queer and obscure lately. I think I ought to be contented with what I have, because I have a lot. Who said giving up wasn't an option?

Good night.

243

2010-04-16T20:28:00.004+08:00

For the first time in my life, pink M&Ms!
Here are the photos from yesterday's SP Flag Day! It was hot and tiring and I'm so fucking glad orientation's over. Pfft. Now time for the real thing.

Anyway, my room's in a mess and I've got to go tidy it up. My arms are still aching from lugging my laptop around with me on Wednesday. Fuck off, I'm not bionic. K bai.

Because everytime I think about your voice I start to tremble and my throat starts aching.

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2010-04-14T19:11:00.003+08:00

Orientation!

A quick shout out to my darlings Joyce and Pei Shan who have both been extremely lovely classmates for the past three days. I love you both! Another quick shout out to the people from the late lunch group today ( Joyce, Peishan, Hao Yi, KK, Marcus, Aaron and Terence ) for being such a lovely bunch.

As of today, the gruelling orientation comes to an end (almost) aside from the fact we have Flag Day + Freshmen Orientation Party tomorrow. It was tiring, hectic, entertaining but best of all, it was AMAZING. I swear I've never worked out this much since the last 2.4km run in May.

I'll leave you to the photos. My arms and legs are aching and I'm starting to have a headache. Enjoy!

♥

241

2010-04-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

Orientation tomorrow!!!!!!!!!

So it's the end of the holidays. But who cares? I'm in fucking SP now so nothing gets better than that. No uniforms, no attire checks, no white school shoes and most importantly, NO HAIR/EARRING CHECKS! I've had it with being caught every damn morning in the assembly for long fringe and multiple ear piercings. I'm not enrolled in the fucking military, damn it.

Guess what I'm doing tomorrow? PRAWNING, OMG. With my family. Prawns. I followed them fishing today. And honestly, it's really fun! But it was not fun when my aunt decided to scare me with a live bait. As long as I'm not touching anything, I'm good :D

PLANNING FOR THE BLACK&WHITE CHALET IS UNDERWAY. WOOOO \m/

Alright, time to watch Family Guy. I think I'm in love with Stewie.

240

2010-04-08T21:07:00.002+08:00

Behold: Mighty Shopping Spree.

It feels so good to know that poly's starting soon. And I found out my class and time table already. Incase you were wondering, I'm in DTRM/FT/1A/03! My favourite number. Hoho.

Watched Date Night today. Any movie with Steve Carell in it is bound to be awesome (though it's a bit short), so go catch it!

Anywho, my time table goes like this.

Monday 10am-4pm
Tuesday 8am-1pm
Wednesday 10am-3pm
Thursday 8am-5pm
Friday 9am-3pm
Sounds awesome. Beats being in secondary school anyday.

239

2010-04-06T21:22:00.003+08:00

Hiya blue eyes. Hahaha. Anyway, why's YouTube such a bitch lately !?!? My video doesn't want to autoplay and now my blog doesn't have a song.

Fahmy is testing me trigonometric ratios right now and honestly, I can't remember a single fucking thing about the topic. Or the subject, rather. Thank goodness I'm not in any engineering course. :/

I slept at 6am last night :O I never used to sleep this late on a daily basis. It has been two nights of me sleeping at this ghastly hour. Should I be taking sleeping tablets? Or maybe I should stop thinking.

But like the song Need You Now by Lady Antebellum, "I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all." I'm just saying.

Before I go, THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH STILL LIKING BRITNEY SPEARS OKAYYYYYYYYYY. Bye readers.

238

2010-04-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

Hawa says:
apparently he broke up with *******?
-_-

Selynna. says:
who the fuck is *******
AHAHAAHHA

Hawa says:
NEVERMIND
HAHHAA
This is why I'd rather stay uninformed. I'll always be the one not caring about the talk until someone tells me and I freak out and go OMGWTF EWWWW-ing the whole day.

So yeah, I just got up from a 3 hour nap an hour ago. Body, don't fail me now ):

237

2010-04-04T18:31:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT, I'M NOT GOING FOR CAMP BECAUSE I'M NOT FEELING WELL.

236

2010-04-03T21:21:00.004+08:00

YAY CHELSEAAA!

And for those of you whose computers are on mute (just like you are), my blog song is an original piece of mine titled Four Years. Go listen to it :D

Alright, so I've packed my things for camp. Sometimes I question my childish titillation for such events. I never used to want to be near such activities. Oh well, times have changed and so have I. Doesn't mean I'll be a camp junkie after this, right? Hoho.

Would either Tokio Hotel, Blessthefall, Bullet For My Valentine or Alesana come to Singapore ?!?! The second quarter of the year's filled with lots of kpop I can barely even breathe from all the kawaiiness. God.

I don't know what to do for the rest of the night. I've an overwhelming want to play Game of Life or Cluedo. Fuck off board game haters. Good night.

I won't fall down. My heart it still pounds. I'm breathing now. I won't fall down.

235

2010-04-02T10:20:00.002+08:00

The world welcomes me back on Blogger.

I thought Tumblr was fun but honestly, it wasn't any better. I only reblogged things about Skins Series 4. xD

I watched the whole Series in 3 days. I must say that I'm an addict. However the storyline last series was more interesting. Why in the world is Effy a psychomaniac this season!? Shouldn't that be JJ? Oh well. At least Cook wasn't so much of an evil brat.

Went to SP to configure my laptop with Fahmy, Freida, Justin, Haziq and Hafiz. Thank goodness business school students didn't have to take ages to download other softwares. Note to Freida and myself: BRING A JACKET EVERYDAY! It's freezing in SP. I literally had to sit with my legs crossed.

On a side note, I'll be off for the School of Business camp from the 5th to 7th April. I don't know whether I'll be bringing my phone or a camera, but I'll try to get photographs.

I'll go find something productive to do today. Turrah for now.

234

2010-03-31T23:41:00.001+08:00

Will be back on blogger ;D

233

2010-03-20T10:41:00.013+08:00

Click here to watch our interview on RazorTV!
We come in at about 2:00 and somewhere at the end. The topic was about typical asian poses. Hoho. I think we had the best answer la. "It's ridiculous." And I love it how baby and I both do the same pose at the end. You'll see what I mean. Go watch it.

Warning: Picture heavy entry.

Firstly, a huge thanks to Amir, Courtney, Louisse, Freida, Fahmy, Ee Sheen, Dev, Rusyaidee, Mark and Adam for being able to make it yesterday. I had a blast and I'm sure you did too. ;D

Finally woke up from a super hectic Friday. Arranged to meet everyone at 5pm at Bedok Interchange so we could take a bus to East Coast. Baby and I had about 2 hours to kill so we had lunch at Downtown East ! :D

After lunch we met everyone at Bedok and took a bus to some place near some underground. Had to camp underground because it rained heavily ): But we played bluff. And everyone know's I'm fucking awesome at that game k thanks because I didn't even have to cheat.

After the rain we all walked to East Coast for dinner and Mark and Adam D Luffy joined us.

SKATE PARK after dinner ! Wooo. So now everyone has a new hobby right? xD The whole day was fantastic due to all the hilarious falls and trolley cart races too. I love my friends and lets do this again sometime soon !

So I'll leave you to the pictures. Enjoy. Hoho.

And also thanks to Fahmy, Freida and Courtney for getting me the sweetest presents evarrrr. I love you guys.

I'm such a happy girl.

232

2010-03-14T09:28:00.004+08:00

Happy Seventeenth, Hawa!
We've known each other since P4. I remember you as the girl who her maid uses an umbrella to shelter her from home to school in the hot sun xD Very manja. Anyway, I'm glad that things have been working out splendidly in your life and I for one couldn't be happier. I'm so proud of what you and I have become and all the obstacles ~~and ridiculously fat people~~ we've had to overcome. (HAHAHAHA) You're the best and you deserve nothing but the best too. (That's why you have me HAHAHA)

Away from the long mushy lovey dovey story, have the happiest 17th birthday with YOUKNOWWHOOOOOOOOO. You know I'll always love you.

Love,
Your bestfriend.

Moving on, here's a special thanks to all the people who have wished me on the 12am-12mn of 11th March. You guys made my birthday the best ever.

amir, mummy, daddy, hawa, courtney, mark, haikal, ariff, adam, dee, zulfaliq, fahmy, qazimah, austin, zhaf, nura, firdaus, hakim, huzyer, muhammad, eddie, raudhah, syafiq, freida, syafiqah, emmi, danial khalis, louisse, ee sheen, radyamansyah, saini, khairul, aaron, alex, melissa, jasmine, danial, serene, faris, shafirah, jet, zach, siddiq, rusyaidee, efwat, haizer, dexy, insyirah, syahiran, amira, rynn, gabrielle, chandni, justin, wei xuan, afiq, sue, mick, namira, josiah, ahmad, kershiun, lawrence, aloysius, sara, triplets, hilmi, denny, josephine, valerie, charlynn, zai, priscilla, fatin, edwin, athirah, hidayah, hilman, dev, poojah, arinah, liping, nurhuda, khairul, zuhairi, zulhaqqim, syairah, faris, alicia, atiqah sarah, brian, sofia, asyraf, bernice, zany, sean.

Ok have a sleepy morning.

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2010-03-11T00:00:00.001+08:00

First and foremost, a very happy 17th birthday to yours truly. Being myself for 17 years has been a blast. I'm going to be very happy today.
Aside that today's my birthday (that's the whole main point of the day btw), here are the belated pictures from our trip to the museum! :D Pictures taken with DSLR.

I love the pictures and so will you :D A special thanks to my dearest mother for bringing me up for the past 17 years. I love you mummy. And another special thanks to my one and only Amir for loving me unconditionally too for the past 5 months. May we last forever sweetie.

Good night all. Busy day ahead tomorrow. :D

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2010-03-07T21:47:00.001+08:00

Click here to watch them both ! :D

Went to Singapore National Museum today. Got pretty giddy in there :/ Photos are in baby's dslr. Hee. Will upload them soon.

229

2010-03-06T16:48:00.001+08:00

White Horse Cover - ThePinkAvenue
Click! K I'm off to the beach everyone.

228

2010-03-02T20:53:00.002+08:00

Our ImSocial photos are up on facebook! Hohoho. Now the polaroid (refer to post below) looks familiar right? Hehe. Thought so.

Baby's adorable. On a side note, IT'S NINE FUCKING DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY WOOOOOOH.

227

2010-02-28T14:17:00.004+08:00

polaroid.
Got our pictures taken for the photo mosaic at ImSocial yesterday outside Iluma :D And we got to keep two awesome polaroids. Now I want a polaroid camera. *hints*

Spent the whole of yesterday with baby. Went to watch him study and decorate my notebook at Bugis Library and went shopping at Peninsula and Tampines after that.

I bought:
1. omg fucking sexy black converse shoes
2. omg fucking sexy black bag for school
3. omg fucking sexy blueandwhite striped oversize tank
4. omg fucking sexy black 3/4 leggings
5. omg fucking sexy grey scarf

Ahhh. I'm a happy girl. But I still have to buy jeans and another bag. So yep. I'll just leave you to the photos :D

Btw, is antm cycle 14 coming out any time soon !?!?! That's like my all time favourite show. Heh. Ok time to try on the clothes I bought!

Sexy bitch.

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2010-02-24T23:02:00.006+08:00

Don't think I'll let you off easily.

heh. and for those who haven't seen this, click ! mad hilarious.

on a side note, met babyluv today after his diploma plus paper. 3 hours is never enough with you ):

on an even side-r note, i think my whole enrique iglesias crush thingamajic is coming back again. oh nooooo.

and i only did one out of the zillion things to do for my enrolment in SP: take a passport photo. HAHAHAHA. it's not my fault that i exude laziness with each step i take.

g'night freaks.

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2010-02-23T22:11:00.003+08:00

untuk amir zakaria ku yang tersayang,

happy anniversary baby. :)

on a side note, i got the package from SP already! time to do a shitload of submissions. haiyyyy .

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2010-02-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

emo shall live.

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2010-02-20T22:16:00.002+08:00

you know you're crazy over him when he is your handphone wallpaper, desktop wallpaper and ipod background. and that you sleep with his jacket. he's the last thing you think of before you sleep. he's the last thing you hear before you sleep. and he's what you want for the rest of your life. he's amir.

btw i hate it when this happens: you feel like writing a song and the minute you pick up the guitar, poof. it's gone.

ok i shall patiently wait for mr boyfriend to call me soon. i miss him.

p/s: i've the best mother and boyfriend in the world along with many friends who love me just as much as i love them. boy am i lucky.
pp/s: let's all be italian for a day.

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2010-02-18T22:10:00.005+08:00

This is a fight that happened on facebook between A7X fans and this douchebag called Farid Facesmasher (?) who said that Defeated Sanity > A7X. Talked about getting fucking owned. I won't paste his photo here because he looks like something the cat threw up.

On a brighter note, read the comments and hope you get amused by him calling everyone a fag. ;D

A million points to A7X fans, zero to the sad wanker. Grow a sack, mmkay?

To all those who are like "Oh you should've ignored him." Well screw that because it's fun to crush this guy's self esteem like that.

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2010-02-17T22:20:00.005+08:00

First and foremost, Happy belated 20th birthday to Enchik Muhammad ! You're are a totally awesome friend and you know that I'll always have your back. Hope you enjoyed your day!

Here are also belated photographs from our Valentine's day outing to the zoo and east coast park. I love sitting at the skate park with you sweetie. But remember, no dare devil stunts xD

I'm glad you're my valentine. You're the most romantic person ever. I can't wait to see you again. I love you very very much.

Ahhh, everything's so belated. Hoho. Enjoy the pictures :D

& yesterday's movie (Valentine's Day) and shopping outing with Courtney was fucking awesome. We meet weird people when we're together. "Hey laydehs." HAHAHA. ILY! Til march! I've got two pink things to pass to you. ;)

P/s: There's no one else in this world I'd rather be with than you.
Pp/s: I CAN WEAR SHORTS TO OUTDOORSY PLACES OK. NO SHORTS TO TOWN YOU MOTHAFUCKAS.

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2010-02-14T07:43:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to my one and only Amir Zakaria.

See you in half an hour, sweetie.

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2010-02-12T23:34:00.005+08:00

The sky's endless only when I'm with you.

Trip back to TK today with baby was awesome. I never would've imagined myself saying this but, damn I miss that place. Argh.

Good night. Finally back from a longgggg day out.

P/s: Ily Hawa ^^

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2010-02-11T20:40:00.002+08:00

Argh, I feel restless.

It's just one of those days where you feel irreconsilably different compared to the rest of the world. It's like I'm living in this world of slow motion, watching the nails on my toe grow. But I guess that's just life.

On a supersunnyyellow bright note, my birthday's in 28 days and poly's in 60 days. Mad excited! On an even brighter note, my life's actually great.

Know why? ~~Because you're adopted and you wear FBT shorts to town. Yeah that's why.~~ Because i'm still hung over from Muse and Saosin. Ahhhh. =3

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2010-02-08T21:42:00.006+08:00

Lunch & Bowling & Long Walks = A spectacular day with my baby. I love you so much sweetie.

(Hawa just sent me a song from the Glee Cast btw HAHAHAHAHA)

I've been on a somewhat good blogging streak! Not bad eh. I'm liking this. So here are photos from today's walk from Kallang Leisure Park to baby's humble estate. You are the reason for everything.

Time to finish eating my potato chips and drinking my orange juice. Because life's great. With you. Amir.

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2010-02-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

A tear in my brain
Allows the voices in
They wanna push you off the path
With their frequency wires

You my dear, are heaven sent. I love you Amirbaby.

Spent the whole day at Vivo/Harbourfront & our little hideaway with baby. I miss him already and it's only been half an hour. Whoa. Run away with me? :D

Ridiculously tired now. I'll continue snacking on my hello panda now. Good night everyone. ~~My emotions are fucked up anyway.~~

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2010-02-04T19:07:00.006+08:00

Yesterday's Big Night Out was fucking amazing.

BNO was kicked off with Saosin rocking tracks from their latest album In Search Of Solid Ground and their previous albums. Madly in love with this band.

I honestly felt that Rise Against sucked. The lead singer was off pitch most of the time and yeah, he sounded like he was yodelling. So, to hell with that.

THEN IT WAS MUSE. It was the most amazing concert I have ever been to. The effects and everything. It was worth every penny. Danced throughout the whole damn concert with Amirbaby. Damn boy, you've got moves. ;)

My ears are still ringing and my legs are numb, but hell I wanna do all of that again. Ily Amir.

P/s: Do not ask me for more photos/videos. Was too busy dancing to take any.
Pp/s: Saw a couple of minah tudungs moshing. Sial ah, fucking hilarious.

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2010-01-31T23:16:00.003+08:00

Big Night Out on Wednesday.

Back from a 10-hour long date with baby. Went to collect our GV Membership cards and watch 'My Ex' at GV Marina. Won baby at pool (5-1, hehe) then it was off to Clarke Quay to get Sticky and have heart-to-heart talks. Also, I find some joy in watching people being catapulted into the air in a metal ball.

I'm a sucker for all things sweet. That includes you, Amir Zakaria. So, photos below! More photos on Facebook, so go make your way to my profile. Pronto.

A couple of shout outs to:

Amir. I left my heart in your left pocket. Mind returning it to me? Heh.
Syahiran. I AM coming back to TK for CNY. No hunting needed alright!
Hawa. Enjoy JC tomorrow! I can't believe you're in college. We've really come a long way eh.
Courtney. I frickin miss you omg ):
Insyirah. I won't cheat on you k. You're my number 1. Heee.

P/s: Check out my jailbroken iPod with a very pink theme! Gorgeous.

Good night everyone.

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2010-01-30T22:16:00.006+08:00

Sometimes your wires are loose. Sometimes you just need some oiling up. Sometimes you need to make the right decision. One you will never regret. And that's why I never gave up on you from Day 1. Amir, you got me at the very first 'Hey there!' you said. :)

On a side note, I went to the beach today and saw starfishes. If only life's this beautiful everyday. My body's aching, gahhh.

Now waiting for the love of my life to come home to teach me how to jailbreak my iPod. To think I just bought the 3.1.2 software today. Haiy. My stupidity amazes me sometimes. Hur.

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2010-01-30T14:53:00.003+08:00

Q: How do you tell someone they're fat nicely?
A: Please, you're fat. Thank you.
Changed my blog song to Come Home by Eyes Set To Kill. Heh. I promise to get back my swing of blogging soon. Need motivation!

Played 3 hours of pool yesterday. Mad tired now. Want to change my blogskin after I come home from the beach. Bye birdies.

Wah fuck you're damn cheesy bodoh.

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2010-01-28T07:57:00.001+08:00

i love you, amir baby.

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2010-01-27T07:53:00.000+08:00

Name : SELYNNA NORHISHAM

Posted Institution : SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC

Course Name : TOURISM AND RESORT MANAGEMENT

Course Code : S55

OVERJOYED!!!!!

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2010-01-25T19:38:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday Fahmy!

Hawa came over today for a movie marathon but we ended up only watching two shows: Beer Pong and The Others. BUT, we watched a zillion other videos on facebook. Heee. Had a super girly day which involved Hawa changing out of her jeans and into TK Shorts while insisting that I was peeking at her. (Trust me, I WASN'T. Wouldn't want to anyway. HAHAHAH.) ILY la lavakek.

Also went to 7-11 with baby to get slurpee, my kinderjoy and some snacks. I love thinking our future sweetheart. :) Ily.

Today's main course was Hawa and I had Amir for dessert. Life's good. Town/Pool with Khairul and Fahmy tomorrow!

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2010-01-24T23:40:00.003+08:00

Firstly, a very happy third month anniversary to the love of my life, Amir Zakaria. I think of you eighty-six thousand and four hundred times a day. Which means once per second :)

And secondly, guess who surprised me with a ring today? I bet it was an easy guess. Engaged! xD I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you baby. Better start saving! We've our whole life ahead of us.

Me & you against the world, forever and always. I love you.

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2010-01-23T13:05:00.000+08:00

This is why I love Facebook.

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2010-01-22T19:30:00.003+08:00

Was re-admitted to the hospital yesterday. Hopefully this will be the last time. Thank you mum for looking after me. & baby for dropping by to see me today. Haiy. And you too, Hawa. Imy you little witch with a vaio.

Going to Simpang for dinner ! Night.

Comment Replies

amir: OMG THAT BUDAK KECIK SO CUTE
amir: youve luscious lips. oowee.
We'll you are cute and have luscious lips too!

Hawa: HAI AI IS NOT BISU. ^^
Hawa: Hey you, get well soon quickly! So we can go out. I dah nak go Ion ni. ^^
HAHAHA Stop it! Crazy yes imyimyimy.

QAZ: YO YO YO YOU (: AHAHAHA.
HAI MINAH!

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2010-01-20T07:13:00.002+08:00

Was in the hospital for food poisoning and stomach flu yesterday. Thanks for all those who sent me thoughtful smses when I was feeling pathetic. And also thanks to my mum for bringing me to the hospital.

Got 3 injections -.- Argh. K now going to my aunt's place so her maids can take care of me. Time to pack some DVDs! Byeeee. Iluvmyfriends, mum and amirbaby. Congrats on scoring 7 goals yesterday! Love you.

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2010-01-17T21:26:00.006+08:00

Back from shopping!

Went to Sephora to buy MAC's Dazzleglass in Date Night Lipgloss ($35 btw omg so fucking expensive). I'm loving oh so much. It smells like tictac too! Which is obviously a plus. Who doesn't love tictac!?

Went to buy wallets and bags too. Major shopping spreeeee. Baby managed to get his capo at Swee Lee because he lost his at the jamming studio. So careless. Hehe. I hope your cut feels better baby.

Thanks for following me around town to shop today, love. I love love you. I don't think I'll write the super mushy stuffs here because I is very shy. Hehe. But just know that I love you. Forever & always, me and you against the world.

P/s: I'm stuck to Whatcha Say by Jason Derulo omg. Mmmmm whatcha say?

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2010-01-17T13:25:00.001+08:00

Selynna. says:
alright
im rapping to jay z
Hawa says:
HAHAHAHHA
WTH
I READ IT AS
IM RAPING JAY Z
Selynna. says:
HAHHAAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA
PLEASE LA LATER BEYONCE JADI SINGLE LADY
HAHAHAHHAHA
Heh. Ily Hawa. You're definitely a 10/10 ^^

Going out to Ion (Like seriously, stop thinking of ^ez) to buy make up and purses and whatever. I feel like I need to pamper myself.

And guess what, I dreamt that Kanye West interrupted my 'moment' when I was going up on stage to receive an award. After he talked, he walked on people's head in the crowd. You know, like a body surf? But he was walking on their heads. Fuck my dreams. Syahiran and baby had such a good time laughing at my dreams -.-

Okeh bye.

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2010-01-15T21:41:00.002+08:00

Take A Bow by Rihanna. Click to watch!

I had a weirdass dream last night that Justin Bieber was going to kill Courtney, Gabrielle and I. I decided to run for my life and ended up in a Singapore Idol audition show and witnessed baby making it into the Top 12. HAHAHA major fucked up.

Anyway, I've submitted my school choices. Why is 27th Jan so damn far now. I hope they don't sms me at a ghastly hour. Heh. Bye.

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2010-01-13T22:23:00.003+08:00

Baby Aqil.
Alhamdullilah, I'm thoroughly pleased with my O level results. Straight As. :D

Lost the inspiration for blogging because I was sick. Haiy. Anywho, I'm feeling better now! Can't wait for jamming on Saturday. Hoho. Support Alcyone and our new drummer. (To be told on Saturday)

Comment Replies

pb: hey! what's your blog song?
There For You by Flyleaf.

QAZ: Frolickz!
Tau aje minah. Hehe.

Syahiran: HAHA WTF MUKE BUROK OR WHAT SIA?!
Syahiran: Eh see you on Monday in "long pantz". ^^
Sorry I rushed off on Monday! Terlalu excited.

Courtney: HAHAHA, it's I am not a whore by LMFAO if you wanna download it or smth
I. Am Not. A Whore. HAHHAHAHAH. Love you!

K going to watch American Idol with baby. Taaaaaa.

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2010-01-09T21:40:00.006+08:00

Once I'm in, I own your heart.
Hi everybirdie. Went to support MIA Dance Crew at their competition at Junction 8 today with baby and Courtney. You guys did superb, especially you Louisse. My bffaeeee.

And oh, went to TJC's open house with Hawa this morning. Crashed a horrificly boring math lecture. I forgot number patterns! How in the world is this possible. But JC life looks kinda okay too, BUT NOOOOO. No JC for me. Suck ballz. But I love Hawa so I shall say JC's good too :D

Super tired, so I'll leave you with pictures.

That's Louisse having make-up caked on his face by the way xD Hey bffae, I'm pretty good with make up. Can I have a go too? ;)

Off to start practising for tomorrow! Once again, good luck for Monday.

P/s: I love you forever & always, Amir. I feel you on my fingertips still.

[Edit]

Heh. So kiut.

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2010-01-08T21:36:00.003+08:00

Playing with the green screen at Temasek Poly's open house.
Went to TP and SP's open house today with Dexy, Fahmy and baby and I must say that I'm pretty impressed. But we all know where I'm going, right? ;)

Jamming with my band, Alcyone, on Sunday! Totally stoked for it uh. Support okay! Lots of love. Heh.

To all those taking results on Monday, all the best! Scary shitzzzz.

Comment Replies

munn: hello. im qaz's friend. haha, i saw you at the countdown. lol, k random. (:
Hey! Aww I didn't see you. Pls say hi next time. Hahaha :D

Hawa: Hi, lets book tickets quick. Other people also wanna go Budapest!!
Hawa: tak update2. HAHA. I like our tongue twisters ah. (twisteD)
OMG. Come lets take a plane from Ion on the ABPOWSFAM Flight. I bet we'll have first class seats.

amir: i love you too baby. F&A.
F&A sweetie.

Syahiran: O LEVEL RESULTS = NEXT WEEK.
Syahiran: ALL THE BEST~
AWW THANK YOU HORH YOU METALHEAD.

P/s: Check out my Selynna In Wonderland bow!

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2010-01-05T13:49:00.003+08:00

Off to a chalet! Will be back tomorrow with (hopefully) a lot of pictures. & Oh, also looking forward to the match tomorrow. Singapore vs Iran. My money's on Singapore, obviously.

Gahhh, I miss you baby. More than ever.

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2010-01-03T13:48:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Mummy! Hope you enjoyed the Walnut Cheesecake from Hilton Hotel :D May all your wishes come true. (But wait, they came true already. You've got me. HAHAHAHAHA.) Love you.

Comment Replies

Meiling: Hi i'm from tk hehe. Your singing vr good x999!!!!!
Hey dear! Thanks :DD

hey: your voice is fcken hypnotizing. love it
Oh wow thanks. Hee.

i love: selynna norhisham TTM
I love amirzakaria too !

Flyte: Hey, happy new year again &&& saya sayang kamuuu ! XD
Happy new year and I sayang you more ;)

Courtney: Hahaha, I very tempted to use as ringtone, but later people give me weird looks when my phone rings in public xD
I. Am Not. A Whore. HAHHA SO FUNNY LAH. I can't read your posts properly without laughing XD

amira: gahh , you two look and are sweet together (Y)
Aww thanks babe. Heh.

Side walk when she walks.

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2010-01-01T12:22:00.009+08:00

Happy 2010 to all these people: Mummy, Amir, Fahmy, Courtney, Hawa, Louisse, Insyirah, Qazimah, Iqa, Mark, Adam, Haizer, Dev, Rusyaidee & potential drummer. Woo! 2010's gonna be a great year.

The Countdown at Marina Bay was fucking awesome. I'll leave you to the pictures. Have a great start of the year everyone!

P/s: Baby and I decided to wear honourary tshirts. So I wore Avenged Sevenfold (The Rev) and baby wore Thriller (Michael Jackson). Ttyl everybirdie.
Pp/s: People on YouTube are so nice :D

K time to shower. Family bbq soon. Gahhhh! & Welcome back home, Hawa!

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2009-12-31T01:18:00.003+08:00

An open letter to myself.

Dear Selynna,

Please stop hurting yourself. You know it's not going to do you any good. Why do you bother to go and see/read something that you know will hurt you? Don't be so stupid.

You're smart, so use that brain of yours. You've got everything you want now, be contented. There's no fault in your life whatsoever. So stop trying to be a worrywart and fix something that isn't broken.

Or perhaps I should pity your gullibility(?). Your endless will to make other people happy isn't doing you any good. I hope you've learnt your lesson. I don't like seeing you this way. You deserve to be happy.

Tell Amir that you love him very much and you will never let him go. I want you to last forever with him. Yes, he's that guy from your dreams, haven't you noticed? Tell him about your dream. Tell him everything.

I love you and please look after yourself. Don't push yourself over your own limits or you're going to end up curled up on the floor like you were just now. Silly girl.

May 2010 be a good year for you. May Allah guide you through whatever you do.

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2009-12-29T23:26:00.002+08:00

RIP To the most amazing drummer to have ever lived, The Rev. I still remember the first time I saw him on stage during their tour in Singapore at the Max Pavillion. He was tall and flawless.

To the master of all the sickest beats in Avenged Sevenfold, RIP The Rev. I love you. And Courtney, stay strong too. I know how much this is has and is going to affect us :(

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2009-12-28T22:40:00.004+08:00

I Will Follow You Into The Dark and I'm Yours Ukulele Medley.
Click the picture to watch. That's a long title. Surprise! A ukulele! It's actually a gift for baby but I decided to make a cover with it first. Heh. I hope you love your ukulele baby! Schmickey mouse? xD

Finally, after two weeks, baby's home! Yes, I'm ecstatic. Thanks to everyone who's been there for me and keeping me sane. :D Much gratitude.

Hah, I'm so happy now.

Comment Replies

Syahiran: Wow your blog looks like candy.
Syahiran: Breast cancer awareness! (Y)
HAHAHA. Yeah candy's good. I love candy as much as I love metal music.

amira: babe nice blog song ah (Y) title ?
amira: im sure today you = happy . ahah
Yeah, I'm ridiculously happy. And it's There For You by Flyleaf. :)

Courtney: Hrmms... your blogsong sounds like flyleaf. Am I right or am i right? :d
You know it ;)

Pb: Your boyf's the sweetest!
Awww. Yeah he is!

AliciaTan!♥: Heyyy! Havent been here for some time but well, had a nice time reading yr posts, hahaa! (: Tc!
Thanks love! Tc too :D

Enchik: errr...TAG..? =O
Yes hiii. I'll help you do your blog soon. Now I is veh penat.

five piece.

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2009-12-26T00:16:00.002+08:00

I got my Nokia e72 in Zodium Black! Yayyy, super happy. A huge thank you to Mummy for the phone. I love you more than you know.

Super tired now. 2 days til baby gets home!

Comment Replies

Courtney: Harro, . Let's go get astronaut ice cream soon!
:D Soon, very soon.

Stimulator: I'll come home soon. Ily.
Can't wait for it baby.

pb: where'd you get the top you wore on 15 dec?
Far East.

Fahmy: its 8.27 and i'm still awake!!! don't worry 5 more days!!
Now left 2. Heee.

nura: wooh so pink!
I loike. Pink is good for your health.

Let's bury ourselves in a castle of sand.